Once in a while

I try to think about the calm
But then i felt a chill wave of thou
I try to wash all my sadden
But then the track towards rapt had extended
I try to pull all my strength back
But then mind began to give up
I try to grew thicker
But then path seemed narrower
I try to search for shadow
But then the whole foliage began to wilt from the huge canopy
I try to shatter all my target
But then my ears heard stand by